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Aimee - h - Chapter
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AIMEE'
Chapter VI
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Bethsany examined
herself in the mirror. "I still look pretty good.
Don't you think, Lilli?"
"Yes,
Miss," the tall brunette encapsulated in leather responded
warmly.
"Be honest,
Lilli."
"At your
age, Miss, you will not bring in customers except for those
with certain... desires, but no matter. I wish to have your
body and
health when I reach your wisdom, too."
Bethsany turned
around and stroked Lilli's face gently. "You say the
right things, Lilli." She kissed the taller girl gently.
A knock at the
door interrupted her fingers' probing between Lilli's legs.
"What is it?"
One of the
younger girls appeared at the door. "My apologize, Miss,
but Aimee' is here."
Bethsany sighed,
trying not to smile simultaneously. Loving Lilli was
a privelege neither one permitted often, temptation being what
it was, but
she also could never pass up an opportunity for kindess with
Aimee'.
"Lilli, will you forgive me?"
The brunette
nodded. "I understand. I need some comission today
anyway."
Bethsany laughed.
"Forever the opportunist. That's why I like my
crew. Could you let Aimee' in on your way out?"
"I will,"
Lilli promised, leaving slowly. As she walked out, she held
the door open, revealing the small, shivering form of the girl
who came to
visit every week. "Aimee'! The Gods, you must be chilled
to the bone from
your walk. Come in, come in, please, sit down by the fire.
Page, get us
something warm for her to drink. Nothing with liquor, dear,
just chocolate
or something." The young girl who had first peeked in to
announce Aimee's
presence looked in, nodded, then disappeared. Bethsany positioned
Aimee'
on a short, padded stool by the fire. The girl reappeared with
a tray
holding two steaming mugs. "Here," Bethsany said,
handing one to Aimee'.
"Drink. You need it. You look positively white!"
"I am
sorry to distress you so, Bethsany," Aimee' said softly.
"Master Teltirray is more confident of me; he says in this
weather theives
do not get out so much."
"Nor
should healthy young girls like yourself!" Bethsany countered.
"Besides, in winter brigands need their sustenance like
everyone else and
with pickings slim you make a lovely target. Be careful!"
"If any
such brigand were to lay a hand on me..."
"You
would what?" Bethsany grinned. "Lay them low with
a bolt of
wizardly power? Are you to that point, my lovely Mage's student
in black?"
Aimee' blushed.
Bethsany cupped Aimee's chin and pulled it up to look
into her eyes. "There is nothing to be ashamed of, Aimee'.
Confidence is
the first measure of any success, be it in Magic or Business
or Sex. But
you must know your limits, too." Aimee' nodded and sipped
at her drink,
shrugging off her cloak and easing to the floor before the fire.
Bethsany joined
her; however under her robe there was no further
clothing. "Let me tell you another story, Aimee'... of
what happened to me
after my rescue. Is that acceptable?"
Aimee' grinned
and nodded. "Please!"
Bethsany leaned
back and began.
"There,
there," said my rescuer as she handed me a bowl of warm
soup.
"You will be all right."
"Who...
who are you?"
"My name
is Cyl'Dia. I am a woman of Darachmod." That last word
made
me look up and take notice of her, Aimee', because I had heard
of
Darachmod. It was a city, rumored to be in the very mountains
my family
had been riding through when the bandits had attacked. She smiled
tightly.
"I see you have heard of us. The legends are mostly true.
Drink up. I
will return in a little while."
She was gone
again, and only Huna and I were left together. I held
onto Huna and she let me, being the only thing in my recent life
that had
had any stability and kindness to it. I watched the women in
the camp
moving about easily, seriously; there seemed to be little humor
about them.
Slaughtering a camp, even one filled with spirits as ugly as
Stuyr's, could
have held no glee to them.
They were
all beautiful, tall, strong. All of them wore heavy armor
that hid what sorts of bodies they had underneath, but as they
stripped it
off they revealed tightly-fitted, warm clothing that showed the
shapes
underneath to be very obviously female. But I wasn't to learn
just how
female until later that day.
Cyl'Dia returned
shortly with another woman behind her. "We are
returning, so your eyes must be covered until you are trustworthy.
Do you
understand?"
I nodded,
still frightened. She reached out and stroked the dog's
head for a moment. "Huna, huh? She's a good dog. What's
your name?"
"Bethsany."
I blurted it out as one word.
"Beth'Sany,
huh?" Her voice had a curious stop indicating that she
had divided my name into two parts like hers. "That's a
pretty name.
Beth, this is my commander, Dyn'Valas. Dyn, this is Beth'Sany,
who we
rescued from the centaurs."
Dyn'Valas
knelt down and examined me closely. Then she smiled. "We
do not kill slaves, Beth, even male ones, although we see to
it that they
make their way in a direction other than following us. Do you
wish to come
to Darachmod with us, or is there a family you want to go home
to?"
I shivered.
"I... I have no family. They killed them all." I
managed to point down to the ruined and burning centaur village
where I had
spent the past months.
"All
of them?" Dyn'Valas looked shocked. She recovered momentarily
and said, "I understand you killed their leader rather...
gruesomely."
I managed
to shiver another nod. "He... he used me." I began
crying,
sniffling in the cold, wet of falling snow. "I wanted to
get back."
She patted
my head gently. "That's understandable. You want to come
to Darachmod with us, then?"
I nodded.
"Please."
"Cyl,
make it so."
I was placed
on the back of a horse and blindfolded. "Wrap your arms
around me," Cyl'Dia said softly. "Reach into the jacket.
Go ahead. I
won't bite and it will keep your hands warm."
I did as she
said, my fingers reaching in. Between my hands and her
body were but one or two thin layers of cloth, and underneath
it I could
feel her torso. Even there her muscles were hard, rippling,
strong. She
was clearly a powerful woman in her own right and I envied her.
I wanted
to be like her.
We rode on
through the day. I felt strangely at peace, Aimee'. The
blindfold kept me from questioning my surroundings in any great
detail and
the best feelings I got at all came from Cyl'Dia, who gave me
warmth and
comfort and spoke to me along the way. She asked me for details
of my life
before the Centaurs and I gave that inforamation freely. I enjoyed
my
talks with her; they meant much to me. After so many months
of nothing but
drudgery in the day and cruelty at night, a voice of kindness
was something
to hold onto.
We mostly
spoke of my life. Not as if hers didn't have as much for
discussing, but as if she held back on discussing it at all until
we
reached her city.
A hollow sound
surrounded her voice and the sounds of horses. The
dry, winter smell was replaced with a slight staleness and I
recognized
that we entered a tunnel. No-one spoke a word until the air
returned to
the bright coldness of winter. "Cyl'Dia, you are excused
from your duties
to take Beth'Sany to the chirugeon. See to it that she is looked
after and
then, I will find you this evening at your home."
"Thank
you, my lady," Cyl'Dia replied. "Beth, you may remove
your
blindfold now."
I did, getting
my first glimpse of the city of Darachmod. It was a
large, walled square with houses scattered according to a pattern.
On each
wall was a large, rectangular building built up against the wall,
and the
houses and other buildings seemed clustered around those. The
center of
the town was very open. Each building was carefully regimental
in
construction, pleasing to the eye, ordered. Cyl'Dia led the
horse into a
stable where girls about my age took the horse and gave it blanketing,
food, and water. "Come," Cyl'Dia said to me softly.
"I will show you the
chirugeon, and then to home."
The chirugeon
was a kind, elderly woman who looked me over carefully,
taking special care to examine my eyes, tongue, and sex. "She
has suffered
no permanent harm," she finally assured Cyl'Dia. "She
needs proper food
and a bath, however. This thinness is not natural for her."
"Senva?"
Cyl'Dia asked, or at least I thought asked, the doctor. It
was not a word I knew.
"No,
no, not quite. A healthy middle, I think. Bengesk."
Cyl'Dia smiled
and nodded, but her smile was tainted slightly with
sadness. "I understand. Thank you, Chire."
"My pleasure.
It was sweet to meet you, Beth'Sany."
Cyl'Dia lifted
me into her arms again and Huna followed us out into
the streets. We made our way into a small home off a side street.
Once
inside, another girl about my age came running up. "Cyl!"
"Myr!"
she shouted, straining to hold me with one arm while with the
other gathering the girl into her clasp. "Oh, it's so good
to see you!"
"Are
you... are you home, finally?" Myr asked. "Who's this?"
"Myr'Dia'Nan,
meet Beth'Sany. We found her with the centaurs as her
unwilling slave."
"Unwilling?"
Myr seemed to recoil. "You mean, they didn't give you
a
choice?"
"Slaves
don't get choices," I sighed.
"Some
do," Myr assured me. "I do." The revelation
that Myr was a
slave frightened me. That she was Cyl'Dia's slave stunned me.
The fear in
me grew immense and suddenly I was fighting Cyl'Dia, slapping
at her. But
she still wore the protective padding that went with her armor
and I was
doing little more than getting her attention. She dropped me,
however, in
my squirming, and I retreated across cluttered room to kneel
against the
wall by the fire. I expected Cyl'Dia to confront me, but instead
Myr did.
"Wait, you don't understand. I want to be here."
I looked up
at her, disbelieving. "You... you want to be here?"
Myr nodded,
smiling in unmistakable pleasure. "Cyl is my beloved,
Beth. But I have not the will or control to be a good and equal
lover,
Beth. Someday, maybe, I will, but until that day I... I accept
her yoke of
power. Maybe I never will."
"That's
not right," Beth said.
"Oh?"
Myr asked. "I am not a child anymore." She blushed,
looking
ashamed. "But I do not want to be unprotected. Cyl'Dia
gives me
protection. I agree to that."
"And
punishment?"
"If I
have been bad, yes. I could leave Cyl at any time, but I'm not
sure what I would do if that happens."
Cyl'Dia stood
behind Myr, stroking the younger girl's hair with her
hand. "You're getting there, Myr. You are confident in
your slavery, at
any rate." She looked up at me. "Some women, such
as Myr, want someone to
push them into adulthood. Others simply find their pleasure
in another's
power and stay there all their lives. And some, like myself,
find our
pleasure in being that source of pleasure."
"And
having your wants met," Myr said.
"That,
too," Cyl'Dia smiled. "I expect none of this, Beth'Sany,
from
you. You are my guest until the Spring. You can be whatever
you want...
except lazy, I suppose. Whether for my reasons or your own,
you will have
to aid in the carrying of food and water, cleaning, and chopping
of wood.
I hope that's acceptable?"
I nodded,
still a little frightened by the revelation that Darachmod,
the city of women, still kept women as slaves. "I understand
what is
necessary," I said.
"Good,"
Cyl'Dia replied. "Now, let me show you your bed. You'll
be
sleeping in Myr's room, an arragment she does agree to, right?"
"Oh,
yes!" Myr replied, grinning. "Easily!"
"Good.
Then you get her bedding ready. I have to go meet with
Captain Dyn'Valas." She stood up again and left, taking
a long-coat off
the rack as she did so.
"Now,
come with me," Myr said. "And I'll show you to your
room."
The house
Cyl'Dia lived in was a large space broken up into rooms by
taught exapanses of white cloth stretched over frames of wood.
They let
light through easily, and I could see shadows and the flickering
of lantern
light from those rooms that had them on the backdrops of the
cloth. Some
of the frames slid to allow passage. Through one Myr led me
down a short
hallway and into another room with such a frame. Inside, the
room was
large enough for three or four people to sleep in comfortably.
She had a
chest for her possessions. I had to step up to get in, though,
because the
floor of the bedroom was a wooden platform raised almost a foot
and half
off the floor. "I'm sure Cyl will get you one of your own.
Now, wait here
while I get you some bedding. It's sure to get colder yet."
Myr left me
alone for a moment, for the first time since my rescue at
the hands of these women. I stopped to take stock of my situation,
feeling
disoriented. I was alive; I had people who seemed safe enough.
I had a
sense of comfort for once that was unlike any other. Myr returned
with a
bundle of cloth that hid her face from my view until she dropped
it on the
floor. "Fhew!" she sighed. "Heavy. And now
we have to get the metal,
too."
"Metal?"
I asked.
"I'll
show you," she assured me. "Come. I'll need help
with this."
I followed
her into another room with more large chests. "There."
She opened one chest and handed me some metallic slats, about
three feet
long and five inches wide, a little less than an inch thick.
We made
several trips of these back and forth to the bedroom. "What
are these?"
"Sleeping
slats," she replied. She pointed to a spot of floor where
wooden slats the same size as the metal ones we had carried were
laid into
the floor. With a knife she pried them loose and tossed them
aside,
fitting the metallic ones in one at a time. "Heat flows
through metal much
easier than it does through wood, see?" She said. "At
night, before bed,
we place coals on the floor underneath in these." She held
up a metallic
pan with a lid. "These put out heat that flows up into
the metal, and then
into our bodies, so we stay warm."
I did not
understand. "Does the heat know where the metal is?"
"I don't
know," Myr said. "It's magic to me." I nodded.
"Come,
let's put the wooden slats away and get two more coal pans for
you. One
for your legs and one for your shoulders. That's about where
they should
go. There are traps in the floor for you to put them down.
See?" She
pointed. I did. We gathered the slats and put them away. By
the time we
were completing our duties, Cyl'Dia returned.
"I see
you two are almost done. Good. Myr, take one of the chests
for Beth." She sat down on the steps of the bedroom. "I
have good news,
Beth. It is the opinion of our Captain that you may stay here
as long as
you desire, but it is also her opinion that that will not be
forever. As
long as you provide your fair share of work, however, you are
welcome here
in whatever position you wish to fulfill."
I nodded,
unsure of what to say or do next. Cyl answered that for me
by holding her arms out. "Come and hug me."
Which I did,
gratefully, throwing myself against her and feeling those
protective arms wrap around me. I was still frightened, Aimee',
still
scared of a future without my family, a future I did not know.
And one
that hardly seemed to lead to here.
That night,
as I settled down to sleep, I was to get my initiation in
another woman's arms. I had anticipated Cyl'Dia being the one.
Yes, I
think anticipated was the correct term. I wanted to make love
with her,
truly. I know that I was misunderstanding my need for protection,
my joy
at being saved, with the painful sensuality Stuyr had awakened
within me,
and I wanted to share myself with Cyl the only way I had known
how for
month.
But no, it
was Myr who started that. That first night as I lay in my
bed I was haunted by memories of the dead Stuyr, fearing his
return from
the grave, the touch of his ghost, come searching for the girl
who stole
his sex.
I must have
made noise because I remember fighting a hand on my
shoulder only to wake up and find Myr kneeling by my bedside
in only her
nightclothes. "Beth! Beth, you must wake up!"
"What?"
"Beth,
you're having a nightmare! Wake up!"
I finally
came to my sense, sitting up and taking stock. I was still
in the same place; most of the lights were banked low and I could
barely
see. Only one lantern was lit fully, and that in the front room
with the
tables and kitchen; suffused through several layers of cloth
it barely lit
Myr's features.
I managed
to speak. "I... I was remembering the Centaurs. It was...
horrible."
"I can't
imagine. Forcing you to be something you are not." Myr
shook her head. "Do you want someone to be with you for
a while?"
I thought
about it, then nodded. "If you want to stay with me, I'd
like that."
"Good,"
Myr smiled. She walked back to her bedding and grabbed her
pillow and a blanket, pulling them over to my side of the room.
The pillow
fell down by my head, and then the blanket covered me. I didn't
even know
what to say as she crawled into bed beside me; this was not what
I had
anticipated. But almost immediately I warmed to her presence,
literally
and figuratively. The softness of her body pressed against mine,
even
through our two layers of bedclothes, put me at ease. Here,
at least, was
something I was familiar with, the feel of a woman's body. I
snuggled up
close to her out of instinct.
Her hands
wrapped around me, touching me. I held onto her close, and
much to her disappointment, I'm sure, I fell asleep against her.
When I awoke,
she was still lying against me. Her eyes were closed,
and her mouth was open. I could see her tiny pink tongue filling
her
mouth, her upper teeth clearly exposed and just the lower ridges
visible
under her full lips. Her breath was ripe, as is everyone's in
the morning,
male or female. Trust me on that one, dear.
Extracting
myself from her grip carefully, I rose and dressed in
heavier robes, then made my way to the front of Cyl'Dia's home
to stoke the
fire back to life. As I was moving wood into the stove for warmth,
Cyl'Dia
herself came out into the living room. Instead of wearing clothes,
however, she came out naked, her nipples pointed and crinkling
in the cold
December air. "You've started a fire," she sighed,
smiling. "Bless you,
lovely Beth. I saw that you and Myr had gotten closer than I
anticipated
last night. Was that a practical or a friendly thing?"
"Practical.
She warmed me and kept the nightmares away."
"I see."
Cyl opened the door and with a staff knocked some snow from
the roof into a bowl, then placed the bowl on the fire. "In
that low set
of drawers to your left, Beth, you will find a drawstring bag
with some
strong-smelling herbs in it. Bring it here."
I did as she
requested, not sure yet of my position in the household.
She poured some of the herbs into a smaller bag and tossed the
bag into the
warming water. The bittersweet scent of the herbs filled the
front room
and. "There. If the smell of taba doesn't wake Myr up,
she must surely be
dead." And she was correct; only minutes later Myr came
running into the
front room and fell to her knees by Cyl's side, placing her head
in Cyl's
lap. "See?"
"What?"
Myr asked, looking up.
"I was
telling Beth that the smell of taba was a Myr-summoning spell."
Myr smiled.
"It does smell good."
"Yes.
Myr, fetch us cups."
Myr did as
she was told, pouring drinking mugs full of the strange
liquid. I drank it; it was strong in flavor, bitter and hard
to swallow
without honey to aid the taste, but I did drink it. It made
me feel much
more awake, banishing the sense of sleepiness that went with
waking up.
"Beth,
Myr, please get dressed. We must introduce Beth to the
council, make arrangements for her staying, and the like. And,
I think I
would like a bath today. Myr, you may join me, and Beth, if
you feel you
would like to you may as well."
"What...
what does that mean?"
"I'll
explain," Myr said. "Come, dress."
The council
consisted of six crones, really, who examined me and
determined by some criteria I was not privvy to that I could
stay amongst
them. It was all very formal, a passing about of swords and
a handling of
spears and a singing of flutes and all that. Nothing I was really
interested in.
And then she
led me to one of the buildings along the wall of the
city. Women passing us, all wrapped as tightly in robes and
cloaks and
warming jackets as we were, nodded as we walked by, smiling contentedly.
We walked into heavy granite halls and through a swinging door.
Inside,
the heat hit us quickly. "In here," Cyl said, pulling
me into a closed
room off the side. "Undress."
I hung up
my cloak, and Myr began undoing the belt about my waist. I
helped back, and Cyl watched with amusement as we competed gigglingly
to
see who could take whose clothes off first.
"Okay,
girls," she said. "Come with me. Myr, behave. I
know how
much you enjoy the baths but this is Beth's day."
"Yes,
Miss," Myr said, pouting and grinning simultaneously.
The "baths"
were six round, wooden tubs, each over five feet tall,
steam rising from them. Women lazed in them slowly, sometimes
splashing,
some very affectionate to one another. "We discovered these
when we took
over this city; at the time a tribe of barbarians were using
these hovels
as caves. No, we did not build this place, although we have
turned it into
a paradise." Cyl grinned as she walked around one of them.
"Come," she
said, holding out a hand. I followed her and walked up the steps
she
indicated and climbed into the water of the tub. Five other
women floated
in the water with Cyl, Myr, and I. After spending the day feeling
as if I
was freezing, the intense heat of the hot spring water soak me
straight to
the bone. "Beth, come meet the others," Cyl said,
interrupting my
momentary appreciation of their "paradise."
I looked up
as she introduced them. She gave a name for each one, but
none of the names "stuck" to me; I didn't catch the
names very well at all.
It didn't matter. They nodded, and I nodded back.
At first,
all I did was soak, allowing the heat to pour into me. But
after a while, motionless became boring. I'm a person who feels
the need
to move, Aimee'. So I did, opening my eyes and looking at the
seven women
who shared my tub with me. All of them were beautiful and all
of them were
strong. I felt safe here; I felt as if nobody would touch me
without my
permission. That made me want to be touched, though.
I didn't have
to wait. A hand touched my thigh briefly, then slid
away. From the light motion on water I recognized it as Myr's.
I smiled
at her and she blushed. She eased through the water until she
sat next to
men, then whispered in my ear "Do you want me to?"
Suddenly I
was afraid to say yes. Although I did want her to, I
didn't know how to tell her. I'd never been taught how. Cyl
saved us both
by leaning over and whispering in my other ear, "You have
permission to say
'Yes.'"
I looked in
her face; she smiled at me patiently. I turned to Myr and
said, whispering, "Yes." Her eyes alighted as she
closed the distance
between our faces, her lips pursed slightly to reach out to mine.
They
touched...
I tell you,
Aimee', I shall never forget that kiss. Nor the feel of
her hand as it glided over my body. I nearly fainted with pleasure.
As
her palm cupped my breast, I felt other hands reach out and surround
me.
Slowly these women lifted me until I no longer rested against
the wood of
the tub, but instead lay in their arms, across their out-stretched
legs. I
didn't have to move, Aimee'; like a rag, their hands touched
me, stroked
me, warmed me and relaxed me.
I felt their
soft, feminine hands, so unlike the cruelty of the
Centaur Styur who had mistreated me for so months. Myr's sweet
lips
grasped my own lower and pulled playfully, the smile in her eyes
and mouth
unmistakable. I could see... she liked me, Aimee', and she was
happy to
have a new playmate like me. We kissed again, my senses roiling
from the
loving touch still swirling about me.
I didn't know
what to say. "Don't say anything," Myr whispered in
my
ear, as if hearing my thought. Her lips kissed me yet again;
this time I
closed my eyes and wished on her kiss, wishing for a future like
this, one
with pleasures unending.
Her mouth
opened just a little and I felt shocked as her tongue
touched my lips. I didn't know what to do. It pressed gently
between
them, as if seeking entrance. I finally let her in, parting
my lips just a
little. If I had been shocked before, it was nothing like this,
Aimee'!
The... the intimacy of it, the unbelievable pleasure of it, is
still
indescribable.
I became shocked
into action at the feel of warm, slim hands sliding
between my thighs. Myr's hand was still cupping my breast as
her mouth and
mine caressed one another in small, playful circles. I reached
out with
both my tongue and my hands, reaching out to caress her tongue,
pressed my
hands against the bodies of women I did not know. Their hands
touched
back; I felt reassuring fingertips glide along the backs of my
arms and up
over my shoulders. When Myr stopped her kiss the smiled down
at me, I
looked around quickly at the women who surrounded us. They were
all
different; some were old and some were young, some looked so
soft and
others so hard, Aimee'. But they were all women, and they were
all here to
love me.
I'm sorry;
I guess I get carried away. It's hard not to, even for me,
even after all this experience running a brothel. They were
all beautiful,
Aimee', and I think that's why I run such a wonderful brothel--
I know how
to get beauty out of a woman who wants to be beautiful, no matter
how she
comes to me. I know how to see it and how to enhance it. And
I know who
to show it to.
And as they
touched me, the hands became bolder. But always Myr,
Cyl'Dia's slave, was allowed to lead the way. Her hand over
my teat slid
down my belly and over my furred mound, sliding over and cupping
my entire
cunt the way it had my breast. This, strangely, didn't surprise
me so
much. I was ready for it, for since this had begun I had been
longing for
it. Craving to be touched there, touched by someone who had
given me
permission to give permission for it, and would respect me if
I took that
permission away. I craved... love. Does that make sense, Aimee',
to be
given the authority to give permission and to take it away?
It was truly a
first for me. I looked around at the faces of the women again,
some
smiling, some intent, and finally I whispered, again, "Yes.
Yes, Myr.
Yes."
Her eyes glowed
as one finger slid down between the lips of my cunt.
I could feel those thick walls touching her finger, grasping
her. I
imagined they were trying to pull her inside, and I could feel
that she
wanted to go, for her finger bent at the knuckle and suddenly
it slid into
me.
I found myself
holding my breath and closing my eyes, seeing nothing
and doing nothing but feeling, Aimee', feeling that finger slowly
slide
into me. Not like Styur, not one monstrous blunt cruel weapon,
but a
gentle finger, one that knew the insides of a woman because it
belonged not
only to a woman, but to one I was desperately losing my heart
to. The
finger touched me inside, touching me in places where no gentle
touch had
ever been. It turned slowly, feeling me thouroughly, learning
me inside
and out. As she touched me, I heard a soft motion of water and
felt warm
breath above my mouth. I opened my eyes. Myr hovered above
me, and then
she lowered her mouth and kissed me again.
I was lost
to her completely. Our kiss was probably the most
passionate yet, a total abandonment of myself and my dignity.
To Neret
with my dignity, Aimee', one should not be reserved in moments
like that.
The women slowly lifted me to the water's surface, and as Myr
slid down my
chin with her kisses I leaned back and closed my eyes again.
Someone
placed their hands under my head, holding it above water that
I might
breathe.
Myr's warm
kisses touched my neck and finally, for one breif moment,
enclosed the nipple of my breast. Then she vanished beneath
the water.
She reappeared between my legs, parting them slowly with her
hands to open
me, expose me.
And then,
if the pleasures before had not been enough, she kissed my
mound. At first, I felt the breath of her nose against my skin,
and the
press of her lips to my pubic hair, and finally the touch of
her tongue
against my lips. I moaned aloud once more as her mouth pressed
to my
folds, opening me, exposing me for her tasting. I thought I
would die, and
die happy, at that moment. I felt heat flood my groin and fluid
flood my
channel, neither water nor menses. I merely wished for more.
She gave me
what I wished for as her tongue pressed and opened, licked
and demanded. The women held my legs open. Not against my will,
but
because of it; I had given my permission to Myr, almost to do
what she
would, and they were here to assist in that permission.
It was simply...
indescribable. I am an old woman now, Aimee', and
still I cannot forget that night. Her tongue pressed in deepwards
and
downwards. I wished for more. She found those places in my
body that few
men can, where the pleasure is simply far too much for even an
old body
like mine to withstand.
And she gave
me everything I wished for. When I climaxed, Aimee', I
screamed so loud every woman in the room knew what had transpired
in our
tub if they did not already. The women held me, restrained me,
kept me
from kicking Myr or myself, from hurting anyone of them.
Myr ceased
her kisses, picking her head up to appraise me. I reached
out for her, my hands trembling without knowing what to do next.
She was
just out of reach, and my hand slid down her water-slicked skin,
for just a
moment touching her breast. She tapped the arm of the woman
to my right,
and they slowly lowered me back into the water, releasing me.
I grabbed
her and held her tight, and then, finally, I cried. Not
like I had the first night when Dyn and Cyl had spoken to me,
but total,
utter abandoment to tears. It was the most important moment
of my life,
Aimee, because it taught me the most important lesson I had ever
learned;
that to leave an old life behind, one must cry it out. One must
put it
into tears and squeeze it from the body.
Myr held me,
and finally all the women closed around us, arms linked,
bodies holding. Among the seven were girls as old as I to crones
many
decades my senior. All held me, all touched me. And finally,
finally,
Aimee', I was finished.
Myr petted
my hair gently. "Are you well, Beth'Sany?"
I nodded.
"Yes, Myr. I am. In your arms, I am."
"Mistress
Cyl?" Myr asked, her tone confused.
Cyl'Dia reached
down and petted both our heads. "Beth'Sany, you are
accepted, and you may stay a friend in my household forever if
you so
need."
Blinking through
the tears, I didn't know what to say, other than
"Thank you." I reached out for her, and she allowed
me to pull her into my
embrace. Warrior, slave, and refuge. I imagine we made a strange
household, even then. But for me, for Cyl, and for Myr, it was
to be a
working, loving house for many years.
Silence reigned
in the small parlor room for a moment. Aimee' seemed
to realize it was her turn to speak. "What happened to
you and Myr?"
Beth's smile
was tinged with an intense sorrow. "That is another tale
for another day, Aimee'. Not even the next lesson, but the one
beyond
that, I will tell you of sadness that not even love can save."
She stood
up slowly. "I see I have managed to pull one of Master
Darryn's tricks. I
have kept you much past your usual appointed time simply because
rather
than a lesson, I chose to tell you tales. Come, on with the
cloak;
although the snows have stopped it is still very cold out."
Aimee' followed
Bethsany's directions, collecting up her lesson books
and pulling on her cloak. She looked up at Bethsany. "Thank
you."
"Nonsense,
child. It's my job. That it is all true simply makes the
telling seem richer. And it's good that this old sack of bones
relive her
happinesses once in a while. Good night, Aimee'. Give my regards
to
Master Darryn when you see him later this week."
"I shall.
Good night, Madame Bethsany." |