[NOTE: This is a love story with sex your pick. If you find either love or sex distasteful, I advise you to seek professional help immediately!]

The first two months of my junior year in college, back in 1975, promised a pretty boring winter ahead. My semi-girlfriend of the previous spring had transferred to another school. My classes were nearly all "have-to-takes" and its difficult for a History major to work up enthusiasm for Botany and German Lit. My first two years' grades had been pretty good to maintain my GPA. Moreover, my job assignment that fall was 20 hours a week in the library's Government Documents Department yawner. And on top of everything else, by the first of October the usually dependable North Texas weather had turned consistently gray and rainy. You could almost feel the depression rate rise on campus. Then a possible distraction arrived in the form of a pretty little blonde, one of whose research assignments led her to begin spending time in Gov Docs. I was careful to find out what her topic was so I could be sure to familiarize myself with the materials; with any luck, she would come to depend on me as a knowledgeable source of information and we could get acquainted. (If it isn't already obvious, I was chronically shy about meeting new girls.) Well, the theory may have been sound, but in practice she was simply too library-savvy to require much help ... or too dumb to realize she needed it. Ah, well.... Late one dull Friday, I happened to be sitting at the reference desk, gazing at the back of the blonde's head, enjoying the play of the afternoon light on those flaxen curls, and wishing I had the nerve to just walk over and introduce myself. So I happened to see her red leather pocketbook slide silently off the pile of belongings on the adjacent chair, onto the floor and behind the table leg. I began to get up, to go tell her about it, but then I hesitated and looked around. Only a few other students in the department, all intent on their work. I sat down again and kept one eye on the blonde and the pocketbook. About twenty minutes later, she looked suddenly at her watch and began hurriedly gathering all her notes and books together and stuffing them in her bookbag. Then she was up and walking quickly toward the elevator. The seat of her jeans twitched interestingly when she was in a hurry and she seemed not to have missed her pocketbook. I waited another two minutes, in case she returned in frantic search of her possessions. But she didn't, so I got up, walked to her vacated table, retrieved the pocketbook, and returned casually to the reference desk. It was a clutch purse thing, with a currency divider ($6.00), a coin pocket (two dimes and a nickel), and a stack of plastic windows filled with credit cards and an assortment of family photos (including an unpleasant-looking cocker spaniel), and "Georgette Hepler," with an address over on Maple, where a number of older, larger houses had been subdivided into makeshift student apartments. "Georgette"? I had to smile. She looked more like a "Cindy" or a "Traci"; probably her friends called her "Georgie" or "George." When I left the library at 3:30 the pocketbook was tucked safely in my inside raincoat pocket and my mind was turning over the possibilities. Continuing to live in a dorm was also part of my work-study deal, but this year I was the floor "counselor" (i.e., warden), with my own phone and no roommate. Georgette wasn't in the book (not many undergraduates were, they moved so often), but Information gave me her number and I called her about 5:00, figuring she would have discovered her loss by now, be appropriately frantic, and therefore appropriately grateful. Then I could ask her out for a coke or something and she would feel duty-bound to accept. I hoped. When she answered on the second ring, I said, as businesslike as I could manage, "Is this Georgette Hepler?" A pause. "Uh, yes? I mean, speaking." "This is Mike Leary red-haired guy who works in Government Docs..." "Oh! Yes, I think I know you. Uh, what can I do for you?" "Actually," I replied, " I think I can do something for you. I found a pocketbook on the floor as I was leaving today..." "Oh, thank God! Red leather, right? I've been looking all over for it!" "Well, I've got it." Brilliant comeback, I thought: You sound like you're going to hold it for ransom. "You live on Maple, right? I'm headed that way anyway" off..." "That would be *so* nice of you,... Mike, was it? I'd really be grateful." "Well, you'll see me in about half an hour then, okay?" She thanked me again and hung up. This sounded promising. I went in search of a clean shirt.

I had been in several houses like the one where Georgette lived: big frame places with screened-in porches that predated central heating and air conditioning. Those near campus had mostly been subdivided into two apartments downstairs and two more upstairs, and they were relatively cheap; if you were lucky, you got the quarter of the house with the original kitchen or the original bathroom, both of which were quite large by today's standards. Her place had two VW beetles parked in the cracked concrete drive and a moped leaning against the porch column. According to the index card taped beside the mailbox, "G. Hepler" lived in No. 3, upstairs. There were no inside doorbells, of course, so I knocked and tried to think of something witty to say. But when the door opened, my mind went as blank as an unplugged TV screen. Framed in the doorway was a tall, slender, black girl with enormous dark eyes set in an oval face, thick hair draped in waves across her shoulders, and a rather commanding presence. Her face reminded me of someone, but I couldn't think who. She noted my open mouth, looked me up and down with two quick glances, and waited for me to say something. When I continued mute, she shifted her stance to the other leg and gave me a slightly scornful half-smile. "Yes?" One eyebrow arched. "Oh aluminum number tacked to the door: No. 3, all right. I looked back to her face, which was a smooth shade of almond toffee, and swallowed which made me look even more stupid. She smiled with just her upper teeth (perfectly aligned and dazzlingly white), stepped aside, and gestured me in. "George!" she called toward the bedroom. "Someone to see you!" (I was right: "George.") I ran a rapid visual catalog of her as I entered: Very short cutoff jeans edge Apparently no bra, judging by the independent movement of her high, conical breasts beneath the material. Barefoot, she was only about an inch shorter than me, and I'm just under six feet tall. As she led the way to a rather beat-up sofa ("student issue," as we used to say), I made additional note of her long, graceful legs, the swaying of that rich, satiny hair at her shoulderblades, and the fact that her shorts were also cut pretty high in the back. Then I remembered my manners and said "I'm Mike Leary, by the way." She stopped and turned abruptly. "Sorry I took it and felt a little thrill at its cool softness (but I was easily thrilled by the touch of almost any girl my age in those days). Her grip was firm and emotionally neutral. And I had to smother the urge to grin: This girl had the WASP name I had expected from her little blonde roommate! Georgette emerged from the only bedroom, fastening a gold hoop earring. She was wearing a cashmere sweater and new-looking bell-bottom slacks. It seemed she had *expected* us to go out, which was more than I had hoped for. I should have known better. "Rick could come by before I left." I pulled the red clutch from my coat pocket and handed it to her with a little mock-bow; it didn't even get me a patronizing smile. Georgette riffled quickly through the currency pocket and the credit cards, which annoyed me; if I had intended to rip her off, would I have brought the damn thing back? Then she pulled the corner of a fiver from the clutch and looked up at me uncertainly. "Can I offer you...?" I was so taken aback I was speechless instantly angry. "George!" the black girl snapped, setting her fists on her narrow hips. "This guy was nice enough to bring back something that you lost and he found flat line, dangerously low. The blonde shrugged and said "Sorry..." in a genuinely innocent tone that made it clear she had no idea what her breach of manners had been. I got the impression her roommate scolded her regularly for such infractions and that she accepted it. At least Cindy had given me time to bite back what I WOULD have said. The black girl opened her mouth to continue but a knock at the door cut her off. Georgette quickly opened it to admit a burly, superior-looking character I assumed was Rick. His crewcut was even blonder than Georgette's. Rick didn't even bother to glance in our direction as he helped his date on with her raincoat. Georgette waved her fingers, little girl style. "I'll be out late, Cin. Bye-bye!" Cindy gave her a wave of resigned dismissal and shook her head as the door closed. She sighed and her eyebrows returned to their normal steepled appearance. (Who DID she remind me of...?) "Look, man she's a nice person and all, she really is ... but the girl just wasn't raised right. She wouldn't insult anyone deliberately and she hates to hurt anyone's feelings, but sometimes she doesn't think about what she says or does her arms. "I'm teaching her, though!" She smiled again, this time with all her teeth A few weeks before, I had been waiting uneasily in a dentist's office to have a cavity drilled and filled, and to keep my mind off the coming ordeal I was leafing through every old magazine in the office. One was a copy of VOGUE, not something I ordinarily read, but I paused at several points in that issue to reflect on how beautiful some of the models were. Well, sexy, too, many of them ... but a few possessed a serene, "primary" kind of beauty that fascinated me. One of the models, with a photo feature all to herself, was a tall, willowy African girl (Ethiopian? I couldn't remember). She had a long, oval face, heavy-lidded eyes below steepled brows, and little white teeth that were meant for nibbling on a man's ear. And her gaze was assured and regal. Her name was Iman and I thought she was gorgeous. Cindy Hamilton wasn't Iman, physically or otherwise, but the generic similarity was there. I suspected someone meeting the two of them together would take them for close cousins. I suddenly realized Cindy was regarding me with a puzzled look. "What?" she asked. I could imagine what my face must look like and I flushed and tried to turn away. She caught my arm and moved in front of me. "Hey! What?!" So I had to explain about VOGUE and Iman and the resemblance I imagined I saw. "You're saying you think I look like Iman? The fashion model?" "Yes She kept looking at me with an expression I couldn't quite fathom. Would she laugh? Or get angry, thinking I was making fun of her? Then I realized that *Cindy* was blushing; I just couldn't detect it. "I think you're flattering me, but I can't imagine why, so ... thank you." For a moment, the tall dignified young woman with the complexion of oiled teak looked like a 13-year-old who has just been told for the first time by a boy that she's pretty. It made me feel warm inside. I stuck my hands in my coat pockets. "Well, I guess I'd better be gohouse that made us both jump. Then we both laughed at our reactions, too, and went to look out the front window. In the dusk, the earlier dampness had become a downpour so heavy I could barely make out the street. "Well, no good deed goes unpunished, you know," Cindy observed wryly. She was standing close beside me now, her bare arm brushing my sleeve. I glanced down and saw that her bare foot was only an inch from my shoe. I looked up again to find her studying me. Her eyes had become larger and softer, almost hypnotic. I was afraid that if I didn't think fast, I'd try to kiss her cowardly way out. "No problem; I'll wait down on the porch until this front blows through. It'll let up some in a few minutes." She responded with a musical laugh. "What, so you can drown slow instead of fast? I'm not going to be responsible for that! Your coat, please...." And, stepping up close in front of me, she reached out and pushed my raincoat back off my shoulders. She seemed surprised, confused at her own actions. I caught the coat on my elbows before it hit the floor. For a few seconds, our noses were no more than an inch apart and this time I let myself stare back into her eyes. I won: She looked down and a wave of her hair swung out from behind her ear and tickled my cheek. Then she stepped back and the moment was past. I handed her my coat and pretended my fingers weren't trembling and my pulse wasn't pounding. The smell of her, rich and warm, remained behind while she hung my coat in the closet. I replayed slowly the up-close details I had observed in that instant: Thick, long lashes that needed no mascara; a narrow blade of a nose that spoke of a thoroughly mixed gene pool; full lips defining a rather small mouth; delicate ears with almost no lobe; a smooth, high, unblemished forehead that vanished behind a mass of combed-back, iridescence hair; the small but full breasts with rigid nipples that pushed against the fabric of her tank top; and, above all, those liquid eyes, which I could see now were not black but a very deep brown, like caramelized sugar. Walking back toward me, she moved her hips more than she had earlier, and somehow I knew it was instinctual on her part, a counter-reaction to whatever it was that was happening here. "Would you like a cup of coffee while we wait for the rain to let up?" She had regained her poise; her features were composed and I was at a disadvantage again. Well, I could at least try not to sound like an idiot. "Yes, coffee would be great." (Good with no stammering.) I followed her into the kitchen, which must have been a large linen closet in its former life. I imagined you could prepare an entire meal there without shifting your feet. An elderly wooden table just large enough for its two chairs stood in the middle of the room and Cindy nodded me to one of them. I sat and watched her boil a pot of coffee with a graceful economy of movement. She poured two cups (mismatched), sat, and deliberately waited until I was taking my first sip before speaking. "You were hoping to ask Georgette out on a date, weren't you?" I choked and sputtered while Cindy put her hand to her mouth to smother her laughter. I glared as I wiped coffee off my chin. Why did she keep putting me on the defensive like that? Her eyes danced as she tried to appear contrite. "Listen, I'm sorry, I really am reached across the table with a paper napkin and dabbed at a coffee spot on my throat, and I felt a tiny spark of female electricity pass through her finger and into my chest. I wondered if she had also felt it. I had to say something, so I answered her question. "Yes, I WAS thinking of asking her out, actually. I see her at the library almost every day. She's very attractive and I'm not dating anyone, and, well...." I shrugged and Cindy nodded sympathetically. "Yes, the old dating rat-race can get to be a pain sometimes, can't it? I don't go on dates much myself, but I don't mind it." I thought maybe she did mind. "I find that hard to believe, Cindy." It was the first time I had spoken her name aloud and I liked the taste of it. "In fact, I would think you'd be fending off guys with a stick." "Yeah, well. Maybe I'm just picky." She folded her long fingers around her coffee cup and studied her nails. I took a sip; Cindy made very good coffee. "Would you go out with me, then?" "Yeah. Right." She didn't look up. "All right but Her head snapped up in alarm. "Wait a minute weren't you?" "No." I took another sip. "I wasn't kidding." I was the one who didn't blink this time. "I'd be honored if you'd go out with me, Cindy." She just stared at me narrowly. "Why?" I could have been a smart ass ("Because I'm a masochist" came to mind...), but I wanted her to take me seriously because I WAS serious. There had to be a reason for this girl's aggressive/defensive tactics and I wanted to know what it was. "Because I think you're a very interesting girl and I'd really like to get to know you better. And I think it'd be fun. But why are you so surprised I would ask?" "Okay, assuming you mean what you say haven't you noticed anything about me?" She leaned back in her chair, head cocked, and ran her right hand slowly up and down her smooth, bare left arm. I wished it were my fingers doing that. "I've noticed you're a knockout...." Odd, how I was becoming more confident at this give-and-take. I folded my arms. She made a small, frustrated sound. "Mike," she said slowly and I savored the sound of my name from her lips. "Look at me: I'm black." "Really? I see a very lovely shade of brown. But what about it?" "Dammit, don' you see? I can't be runnin' aroun' wi' no stopped abruptly and bit her lip. Then she took a deep breath and put her hands to her forehead. "My father would kill me if he heard me say that," she murmured. I had discovered something important: Cindy had worked hard at acquiring the precision of speech and vocabulary that is (supposedly) the hallmark of an educated person. When she became upset, she slipped back into what was, I assumed, a childhood speech pattern. And she had just done it in front of a white boy who said he was interested in her. I leaned forward on my elbows and reached out my hand in her direction. "Cindy, please look at me," I said softly. She lowered her hands and I thought I saw a damp spot at the corner of her eye she certainly wouldn't admit to it by wiping it away. "If I embarrassed you, I'm very sorry," I continued, low and slow. "I like you, and I wouldn't do that to you. If you mean people would object to the two of us going on a date,... ask me if I care. If it matters to you,... well, I'll apologize again and go away and leave you alone." Her folded hands were resting on the table and I laid my hand gently atop hers. "DOES it matter?" After a few seconds of silence and stillness, she withdrew her hands and I felt a little ache of disappointment. But then she took my hand in both of hers and began absently tracing the bones beneath the skin with one fingertip. The hairs rose all up my arm. "You know, you're very sweet." She studied my hand. "But I don't think you understand. Have you ever dated black girls in Texas before?" I didn't trust my voice not to crack so I shook my head. "My Daddy was the first in our family to finish high school. Then he went to college on the G.I. Bill, after the Korean War. Got a business degree, a good job reads a great deal, anything he can get his hands on. And he taught himself to speak like the white men he worked with. He's gotten to be good friends with some of them, too, but I know others think he's ... 'uppity'. You know. He puts up with it. And he made his kids speak proper English. We did at home, anyway. But at school we talked 'jes lahk all de udduhs'." She glanced up at me for a moment. "You should hear my kid brother, Kenny; he's still in high school. I've heard him in debate competitions Clarence Darrow. And he wants to go to law school, too. But running around with his friends, it's all 'bro' this and 'I be' that and 'homeboy' the other. And they all go to a good private school But they want to sound like ghetto kids!" There were tears dripping from her lashes now, but she ignored them. "One reason I like Georgette, she doesn't think there's anything odd in a white girl asking a black girl to share an apartment with her. You've already seen how naive she can be. She tells me some of the snide things she hears other girls say about us; I have to explain it all to her ... and she still doesn't get it. We're just friends matters to her." I understood something else, now: Cindy might chew out her friend for saying or doing dumb or thoughtless things, but she would never tolerate an unkindness to Georgette. If I had said what I was thinking when I was offered that "tip," I'd have been out on my ass in two seconds. "Anyway, the black guys on this campus mostly think I'm trying to be 'white' because I won't play the role they expect of me. Or else I'm a lesbian with a white girlfriend. Opinions vary." Cindy released my hand and wiped her tears away with two quick motions. She took another sip of coffee and made a face. "Cold. Would you like some fresh?" The imperious expression was gone >From her face; she looked more like an ordinary person. A *beautiful* ordinary person. "Yes, please. Um, may I say something about all this?" She nodded without looking directly at me. "I don't know about you, but I played basketball for a couple years in high school, in Dallas...." She flashed a grin; any girl that tall would be under continual pressure from the coaching staff. "I wasn't great at it but I held up my end. Anyway, our team was about half-and-half, black and white. When you're jammed on a team bus for an overnighter, you can't help but get to know each other. There were a few guys I didn't like much, for various reasons. Most of the rest, we all got along okay most of the time. A couple of the guys, though, we became pretty good friends off the court. "Gary Wanstead was a good-looking guy, always had the girls hanging on his shirttail; he used to try to fix them up with other guys on the team so they'd leave *him* alone! Nice guy, though; tough and gentle both. His family came down from Boston and he went back up there to go to school: Boston College on a sports scholarship. But he's also holding a 4.0 average. I tell him I'm going to wait until he's made his first million and then blackmail him for an executive position, using his sordid past." I laughed, remembering Gary's fondness for horrible puns; he'd get you into some strange, drawn-out discussion just so he could spring a really awful pun on you. "The other guy was named Jack Orwell grew up in the service, like I did, so we had things in common. He's the serious type. I mean, he has a sense of humor, but it's the razor blade variety. He's in his second year at the Air Force Academy." Cindy gave me a look, wondering where all this was going. "Well, I took some flack from certain guys on the team didn't like much pissed me off. But those two got grief from some of THEIR other friends for hanging around with ME. And that pissed me off even more but they sat me down and explained it to me. Gary said, and I quote, 'I don't think you could understand'." Cindy looked at me sharply. "That was what really got to me: My friends not wanting me to be angry for the way some people treated them, much less me. I wouldn't talk to either of them for weeks. We finally patched it up, of course feelings. We were friends, after all." I stopped and sipped at the fresh cup of coffee Cindy had just poured for me. She sat down and held up a hand. "Just a minute; let me guess the punch line of this story. Are you about to tell me these two friends of yours were black?" "As far as I know, they still are. Much 'blacker' than you. 'Course, I never asked either of them for a *date*...." I could practically hear the little wheels going around in that pretty head, as she gave me a very thoughtful look. "Cindy, when I stood there like a damn dummy at the door, it was because I was expecting my knock to be answered by a short, cute girl ... not a tall, beautiful one." As I said that, I knew it sounded like a line. But Cindy's expression hadn't changed. "I'm attracted to you and I really would like to get to know you better. Much better." She didn't say anything but she stood and stepped around by my chair so I stood, too. She looked like she had made a decision. She nervously pushed her hair behind her ears and said "I'll compromise with you: I won't go out on a regular date with you, Mike make ME very happy if you would come over here sometimes and ... and be my friend. We could talk. And things...." Cindy hesitated and sucked at her lower lip. Then she murmured "Oh, hell..." and her long arms were suddenly around my neck and her breasts were gouging craters in my chest and her lips were touching mine. Light, feathery touches, followed by a warm, steady pressure that made me lightheaded. I put my arms around her slender body and encountered the heat from her back beneath my palms. In another moment we were in a tight clinch, pressed together from noses to knees, each tongue coiling about the other. It was an act almost of desperation, punctuated by moans and frantic hands moving everywhere. We had to come up for air but our lips didn't move far apart. Her eyes flicked about my face and I knew I was doing the same. It was a little strange: I was certainly thinking about sex with this gorgeous creature but it didn't necessarily involve fucking the question anyway. Mostly, I wanted to put my hands all over her and feel those long fingers of hers on me. I wanted to enjoy simply looking at her, drinking her in. I'd be satisfied with that. Cindy was breathing hard, almost into my mouth. "God, I haven't felt like this for ages," she whispered. "I haven't felt anything like YOU in my entire life," I whispered back. "Could we go into the living room?" I wanted to get her on that beat-up old sofa. "No unconscious was thinking for her and she wasn't sure what would come out of her mouth. "You're sure?" She nodded quickly. "Then let's go." My God.... Cindy took my hand and led me through the two doorways to what I hoped would be Paradise. Standing next to one of the two single beds, I made to take her in my arms again but she backed off a few feet and held up a hand. "No, let me do this ... before I lose my nerve. Or get my senses back." She took a breath like she was about to jump into a cold pool. Then she swiftly pulled the tank-top over her head. My mouth fell open. It was still less than two minutes since our lips had parted in the kitchen; I'd had no time to prepare myself for this. Cindy's breasts were the same milk chocolate shade as the rest of her and they were so perfect and firm-looking I almost couldn't believe they were real. Her collarbone and the arch of her ribs served as a frame. The areolae were a darker brown, swollen like miniature volcanoes. Her blue-black nipples stood out slightly from the tips and pointed up over my head somewhere. I sat rather suddenly on the end of the bed. Cindy put her hands behind her back in a nervous gesture; the effect was to separate and lift those perfect breasts even more. If a Platonic ideal existed for a woman's breasts, I was gazing at them. "More?" she whispered. She also seemed short of breath. I nodded, mouth still open. She unbuttoned her cutoffs and lowered the zipper, and then pushed her shorts and her panties together below her knees. As she bent forward, her breasts formed a textbook catenary curve. Then she straightened and shifted her weight from hip to hip a few times so her shorts would drop the rest of the way. She stepped out of them and stood looking at me with her hands folding and unfolding. Looking at Cindy's long, slim, smooth body, I thought that if I should die of a stroke at that very instant, I'd go happy. She cleared her throat slightly. "Still think I'm pretty?" Unbelievably, it wasn't a come-on. I shook my head slowly as my mouth silently opened and closed a few times. "You are the most perfect-looking girl seen ... or that *anyone* has ever seen." I spoke slowly, working out exactly what I wanted to say. "Cindy, just looking at you makes me want to cry, you're so absolutely beautiful...." Then I had to swallow before I really did choke up. The look on her face held a kind of wonder, like a two-year-old who has just seen the Christmas tree lights switched on for the first time. Her image of herself was apparently nothing like my reaction to her incredible magnificence. She walked the few feet to where I sat, still stunned. She searched my eyes and discovered I was telling the truth. Then the tears did come, leaking from the corners of her almond eyes, moving down her cheeks in tiny waterfalls. She didn't even sniffle as she set her hands on my shoulders. My hands moved by themselves to her breasts, cupping them and measuring their weight. They filled my hands as though the designer had had this moment in mind all along. She leaned her knees against the bed on either side of my legs and I scooted back so she could kneel astride my lap. And when I carefully took a nipple between my lips and touched my tongue to it, she stroked the back of my head and cooed softly. I sucked all of that little mound into my mouth; it tasted like Cindy. I wondered if all of her was the same wonderful flavor. As my tongue moved around and across, her fingers tightened on my hair and pushed my head forward more urgently. My hands moved to her waist, which was narrow and tight in my grip. Then back over the swell of her buttocks; she twitched her ass muscles and my fingers tingled as they had before. "Your turn," she breathed. With great reluctance, I released her breast and leaned back on my arms so she could reach my shirt buttons. She settled back on my lap and I was instantly aware of the nearness of her secret depths to my crotch. The movement had opened the cleft between her legs and I could see a hint of pink below the small ebon triangle of pubic hair. I let my hands glide up and down her flanks, savoring the soft, downy hair I couldn't see. Then my shirt was open and pushed back, and I sat up again to get rid of it and to haul off my tee shirt. We kissed again while I was there but Cindy cut it short; her face promised marvelous things to come. She pushed me onto my back and unbuckled my belt and opened my zipper. Then she had to roll off onto the bed so I could rip off my shoes and socks and shuck my slacks. She propped herself up on her elbow and observed closely when I pushed off my briefs. My cock was at half-mast and still ascending, and Cindy's eyes gleamed. I lay carefully on my side facing her and let my eyes close for a moment when her hand moved in a cautious exploration of my chest and abdomen. I had always regarded male nipples as evidence of God's sense of humor She pushed me onto my back again with a warm smile that gave me tingles of anticipation. Without warning or foreplay, and without using her hands, she abruptly swooped down and inhaled the head of my penis. The unexpected shock of contact made me gasp aloud My sexual nerve endings lit up all green when her tongue swept along the underside of the shaft and it was my turn to bury my fingers in her luxuriant hair. She certainly knew what she was doing but I had the impression nevertheless that she'd had no sex of any kind for some time. Perhaps I was a welcome release to her, as she was a revelation to me. Maybe this could happen only once for us. If necessary, I could live with that. But if this did turn out to be our only encounter, I wasn't willing to end it with a climax so soon. I tugged a little at her hair and she released my cock with an audible *pop*, snaking her way back up my body until she was stretched out on top of me. Ever since I began seriously making out with girls, I had had to accommodate their much smaller size. Cindy was a delight in that respect, too. She could rub noses with me while tickling the tops of my feet with her toes. Our bodies matched. We kissed again, less frantically, her hands pressed against my chest and my arms wrapped around her. Her hair was considerably less tidy than when we began and wild curls dripped down around my head. Less than thirty minutes since leaving the kitchen, and we both seemed to feel we had been making love to each other for years ... a state of mutual intoxication. We remained like that for some time, relaxed and intimate, and in no hurry. She shifted her body slightly every minute or two so that we kept discovering new points of physical contact. We were so comfortable with each other, we even dozed. Then she would nibble my ear or I would squeeze her delicate ass, and we would be off again, kissing and clutching and moaning. Finally, lying there on the bed in the dim light from the other room and the fuzzy glow of a streetlight through the window long since stopped grown rigid and hard between Cindy's heated thighs; it was beginning to ache with the unfulfilled desire to bury itself in her. But I didn't carry condoms around with me and it seemed unlikely that Cindy was on the pill. And the possibility that my adoration of this woman might get her pregnant was intolerable to me. It seemed her thoughts were paralleling mine. "Mike," she murmured, "don't you want to fuck me? Because I really WANT you to...." "We don't have any birth control handy. I can't take that chance, Cindy "You could take it out before you came...." I snorted and stroked her eyebrow with one finger. "That's supposed to be the *guy's* line, to wear down the girl's resistance. You know it's not that easy. Besides, I don't think I could make myself do it." She sighed unhappily. "Yeah, I know ... but I can't help it to feel you IN me." This low-voiced conversation was making me crazy. "You couldcock, you know, in my ass...." I'd done that a couple of times with one of the wilder girls I'd known in high school. I think half my male classmates had. She might have been one of the semi-legendary nymphomaniacs guys are always praying they'll meet. She would do virtually anything with anybody, anywhere, under almost any circumstances. Ass-fucking, I had learned, could be a real turn-on sometimes very first time, was distasteful. It would be too much like "using" her. When I simply looked back at her without blinking, she let it drop with palpable relief. She didn't particularly like the idea herself, but she was willing to do it, as a last resort ... for me. I squeezed her tighter. Cindy rolled off me again, with a frustrated sigh. And then another small miracle intervened. I kissed those full, warm, lips yet again and eased my hand across her pubic patch. My first two fingers moved to the alcove of that warm, damp crevice. Maybe if I brought her off with my hand, it would be enough. She bent her knees to help me. Even in the state of extreme arousal in which we found ourselves, she seemed VERY wet. As my finger traced the length of her sheath and reached the resilient bud at its tip, her whole body vibrated like a violin string. She sucked in between her teeth and pushed her pelvis forward in encouragement. When my second finger slid in to join the first, she began to return the favor by sucking on the fingers of my other hand. Seeing my pale freckled skin moving between the rich brown of her lips was a turn-on all by itself. And when I tweaked her rigid clit, she bit down hard enough to leave an indentation in my knuckle ... and then she kissed the bite, so I didn't care. After a few minutes, during which Cindy moaned and hung onto my neck, I brought up my hand with the intention of licking her succulent juices from my fingers ... and found my hand half-covered in bright red blood. We both stared at the redness and then at each other. Cindy self-consciously edged her lower body away from me. "My God," she said hoarsely, "I shouldn't be starting my period for days yet. Oh, Mike, I'm so sorry!" "No, no, Cindy, think a minute having your period. Don't you see?!" She was even more unsure of herself, now. Completely unlike her earlier persona. "You,... you want to make love while,... while I'm like *this*?" I thought she wasn't so much repelled by the idea itself very surprised that I wasn't. I took her by the shoulders and kissed her hard, and said as emphatically as I could, "Cindy, I want to make love to you anytime and anyplace we can. I'd do it with you on a garbage scow in Houston harbor if it meant we could fuck each other unconscious!" I shook her gently. "I'd do it with you in Times Square, or on the Dean's desk! I don't care!" The realization of what I was saying came home to her. It showed in her lovely, deep, dark eyes, which grew deeper and darker, it that were possible. "Oh! Oh, Mike The blood didn't matter anymore, not to her and never to me. She spread herself on her back and squirmed into a comfortable position, with her knees bent and open wide. I almost said something about throwing a few old towels on the bed to protect the sheets, but the sight of those tits jiggling as she settled herself was more than I could take. I'd buy her a new set of sheets. Cindy grabbed my cock hand organ was already rigid and straining; I would have to take it slowly or I'd climax much too soon. Her frantic hurry, her anxiety, set my groin to throbbing, though. She was as limber as I had expected and when I pressed her knees back against her chest she caught on instantly and hooked her small ankles over my shoulders. I rubbed the head of my cock along her gaping labia and her whole lower body vibrated. I looked down between us at those beautiful, long legs and slender thighs lifted in the air for me, at her upturned ass and the dark little pucker behind the brilliant pink of her flowering cunt, and at the bright bloody smears scattered nearby. The steaming aroma that rose from her was like hot wine with the cloying estrus smell adding an oddly stimulating flavor. And I watched, fascinated, as my penis slipped home into the channel intended for it. I took care that my entering shaft gave full friction to her pulsing clit; incredibly, it felt like a tiny heartbeat throbbing away at the true center of her. With the trickle of bright blood, no additional lubrication was necessary. On the first stroke, I buried myself to the root, though Cindy's tightness was making it very difficult to restrain my climax. I hadn't really fucked many girls when I was 20 and all of them had been considerably shorter than me; it was easy to bump the head of my cock against the end of a small girl's vagina and cause unintended pain. But Cindy's height was matched by the deepness of the passage in which I was buried. I was beginning seriously to think that there were many ways in which the two of us were meant to be together. I began to stroke slowly but Cindy began to whimper. "Do me! Fuck me, fuck me! Oh, do it harder, please the pace and the force of my strokes until the breath was being pushed out of her at each thrust. Again, I eased off a little but she shook her head wildly and whispered "More...!" By the clock, it could only have been a few minutes, we were both wound so tight. Subjectively, it was an endless time of concentrated pleasure. I wanted desperately to please this wonderful girl as much as myself. So I held back as long as I humanly could, until I felt the tiny ripplings begin in her thighs and belly. Looking down, I saw her inner lips sucking at my cock on each stroke. Her ass was cocked up even more than before; her asshole was fully exposed, and it was twitching. That did it. As Cindy reached her own climax, I jerked and shot what seemed like quarts of semen into her. It felt like there was no end to it, that my balls must be emptying themselves completely. We eventually slowed and stopped, like a runaway locomotive coasting massively to a halt. We were both gasping for breath, nearly drowned in love, as her legs slid from my shoulders to fold loosely on the bed. I managed to keep myself propped on my elbows as my shrinking cock withdrew. The sweat trickling off my chest and shoulders mixed with hers; she was agleam with drops of our moisture. Her eyes sought mine and our gaze locked, though we were still too winded to speak. She wrapped her arms tightly about my neck and hugged me tightly, cheek to cheek, and panted in my ear. "You're ... the most ... marvelous...," I managed to whisper, and she squeezed me harder. After a few minutes, she loosened her hold on me and I pulled my head up so we were nose to nose again. I licked the sweat from her forehead and her eyelids and the bridge of her nose, and she smiled, dreamy and contented. She stroked my cheek with the palm of her hand and I combed my fingers through her tangled hair. The "wonder" look was in her eyes again and the way she stared at me made me feel strong and heroic ... and loved. I didn't know whether there would be, or even could be, a future for Cindy and me in the cold light of day. But I sure wanted to give it a try. Back there in the kitchen, all those eons ago, she had asked me to be her friend. If I could have nothing more, if that was the way things turned out, I would be at least a friend to her in every way I could. But deep down somewhere in a hidden corner of my heart, I knew I was already falling too deeply in love with this perfect woman ever to escape. Then there was a muted noise in the living room and we both held our breaths. I had no idea what it was but Cindy seemed to recognize it. The bedroom door was still standing open and the light we had left on in the kitchen drifted in. "Cin...? Cindy, are you here? You awake...?" Georgette's soprano was hesitant and a bit fearful. The kitchen light on and apparently no one at home? No wonder she was nervous. She had said she'd be back late; could I really have been here for six or seven hours? "Cin?" The voice was closer to the bedroom. I looked down at Cindy's face, wondering why she hadn't responded. But Cindy had both hands clapped over her mouth and her eyes were dancing with suppressed laughter. I imagined how we would appear to Georgette if she walked through the bedroom door: Her friend and an almost-total stranger, sprawled naked on the bed and obviously in the throes of passion. I grinned at Cindy and she couldn't hold it back any longer. "George ... ... I'm here,... ... everything's okay...." "Everything's *fantastic*," I whispered, and licked her nose. "Hush." I licked her nose again. "I'm in the bedGeorge...." She jerked as I tickled the back of her knee. "I have hypersensitive nipple. "George, honey, I awhile There was a moment's silence from the living room and then we heard a delighted giggle from just beyond the doorway. "No problem, Cin, I guess it's my turn, isn't it? You sure I can't take just one peek...?" Another giggle, followed by the door being quietly pushed almost closed from behind. Little Georgette wasn't the type to sneak a peek on her friend. A lamp winked on in the living room for a minute or two, the springs of the old sofa squeaked, and the lamp went off. Cindy got even for my distractions by tickling me under the arms but we ended the brief, laughing struggle in another long, gasping kiss. Finally, I moved off her so she could stretch her strained muscles. "Cindy, I wish to God I could spend the rest of the night with you. But we couldn't keep George out of her own room of me left to go around for TWO women." She swatted at me and I grabbed her wrist and we shared another sweet kiss. "Actually," she said, "I've spent a few hours on the sofa at one time or another, like when Rick didn't want to leave him to. She's right: It's her turn." She sighed. "I wish you could stay, too, but I'm a little afraid. It would be almost too much, too fast...." "I know," I said, and kissed her gently on each eyelid. We could go on saying goodnight until Monday morning and we both knew it. Time to quit. For now. Cindy sat up and I admired the dim shadow of her figure as she investigated the size of the mess we had left on the bed, mixed semen and not too much blood. "Fuck it," I said lazily. "I think that was the problem," she chuckled. "Come on I climbed off the bed and helped her strip the sheets. Then she stepped into the small bathroom and cleaned herself up. When she came back, she carried two damp washcloths, and the string of a tampon was visible between her legs. She handed one wet cloth to me pubic hair were thoroughly matted on the mattress as well as she could. She didn't seem quite as smooth and efficient as she had while making the coffee. She was also a little bowlegged and shaky. I finished cleaning myself up and went to help her. She straightened with a groan. "You okay, sweetheart?" I called her that without thinking but she smiled at me in a way I had come to adore. "I'm fine but fondly and possessively this time. I stroked her back and kissed her lightly on the cheek. "Mike, I haven't done this in, I guess, three years. I've never done it like THIS in my life, but...." She shook her head slowly. "You're right. Why should I care what anyone thinks? You're you and I'm me, and that's all." I held up a finger. "I just have one question: Will you go out on a date with me NOW?" She rolled her eyes and laughed. "Yeah. Maybe I will."

Fifteen minutes later, I was dressed, Cindy was wearing the pajama top she slept in, and we were walking slowly, arm in arm, to the door. She had my phone number at the dorm and my oath that I would call her in the morning (well, *later* in the morning). I glanced at the sofa and realized that Georgette, curled up under a comforter, was awake and smiling. I detoured over that way and hunkered down. Her eyes widened a little when she realized who it was that her roommate had spent so many passionate hours with. I took the hand that lay beside her head and gave it a small squeeze. "George, I want to thank you." She looked blank. "It was your pocketbook that made it possible for me to meet a really wonderful girl." That pleased her and she looked up at Cindy, standing behind me, and winked. I started to rise but she held onto my hand. "Wait,... Mike? Yes: Mike." Her smile became a bit embarrassed. "Um, I thought about it and I finally figured out what it was I did earlier. I'm so sorry about that. I didn't know who you were and I thought that if you had to work at the library all the time, you probably,... well, you might be short of money. And I had a little I could spare. I was just trying to help, because you helped me. Really." "It's okay, George. Cindy explained "Cindy gets me out of trouble so often without her. I mean, I make good grades and I'm smart about a lot of things. Like, I'm going to marry Rick. He doesn't know it yet, but I am. But I *am* dumb sometimes about people. But I don't mean it, honest." She looked so earnest and hopeful, any earlier annoyance I might have had vanished. I lifted her hand and lightly kissed the back of it. I could see her blush even in the dim light. Cindy reached out and stroked my shoulder and I felt her approval and gratitude through her fingertips. As I stood and shrugged on my raincoat, George kind of hugged herself under the comforter. "Cindy," she said, "I'm so glad you have a fella." (Such an old-fashioned word but it didn't sound odd from George's mouth.) She looked at me again. "Cindy's my very best friend, best ever, and she gets so lonely sometimes I thought for a moment and bent over the sofa again. "George, would you think it was strange if Cindy and I went out together?" "Oh, I think it would be terrific!" "But it wouldn't look strange?" "Would what look strange?" I took a breath. "Georgette: She's black and I'm white." George's eyebrows came down; she wasn't as dumb as she thought she was. "What about it?" I grinned and folded my arms as I turned to Cindy. "Sound familiar, love?" Cindy hugged me around the neck once more and kissed me a promise.